Sunday, December 31, 2006

NEW YEAR'S EVE

Means pizza and a movie with Tonbo. This year it is the extended version of Lord of the Rings: Return of the King. With 4 hours of cinematic entertainment ready, staying up past midnight is not really an issue.

And so it ends, the Year of the Dog, 2006.

Definately better, then worse, then better, then much worse, then amazingly better than 2005. Mightly be some living changes in the next few months, and if nothing else, the furniture has been re-arranged and all walls washed down.

2 goals for 2007:
1. write
2. help get 300 m for JH's project

And Fan Done is still a part of my life in a scaled back way. Local cons, yes. Travel to cons, unlikely. Mass production of products, no. Limited creation of fun stuff, yes.

Bud the Bunny has sold over 30 books, which means I'm well on my way to the goal off 100 books sold by October. That means the illustrations are paid for, so any further sales will actually go to me. ;)

Saturday, December 30, 2006

KITCHEN & LAUNDRY ROOM FLOOR - DAY 3

So, kitchen and laundry room vinyls is in, wallboard and shoe molding is down, caulk has been stratigically applied, and excess glue removed. The washer and dryer are out of the garage, and the fridge is out of the dining room.

The construction and re-structure is finally over.

Now there's just clean-up, trash removal, and dusting.

But at least the construction and re-structure is over.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

KITCHEN & LAUNDRY ROOM FLOOR - DAY 1

The Floor Mender is back, this time to tackle removing the old vinyl and putting in the new vinyl floor for the kitchen and laundry room.

Shopped multiple Home Depots and Lowe's, and found a great pattern out-of-stock on clearance which means a 12' x 22' vinyl roll was only $40. Go me!

Multiple trips again today, as we discovered part of the baseboards in the laundry room were little more than paint-covered dust, as the previous termites had eaten all the wood away. Was going to replace the valve on the water to the fridge, but Teflon-taped it instead, as it was going to be a much bigger DIY project than I want to tackle right now. Or really ever.

I have discovered another reason to be wealthy. So I can pay professionals to do these kinds of things. I don't like DIY house stuff, I really don't. It's never simple, it requires multiple specialized tools, it take all frakking day, you fix one thing to discover another is broken, gripe, grumble, whine. I'd much rather spend my time doing something else. It is not fun for me, so no matter how much "cheaper" it is, at a certain point it's not "worth" it to me.

DIY crafts, on the other hand, are my playgrounds. Michael's employees recognize me and say I should get their employee discount as much as I'm buying from that place. For whatever reason, my enthusiasm for creating stuff does not extent to fixing stuff. Go figure.

Activity report:
- refrigerator moved into living room and plugged in again
- washer moved into garage
- shoe molding carefully removed, as I don't want to replace it right now
- old floor out, including the older floor that the old floor was on top of
- glue bits scrapped up and removed
- new sheet vinyl cut for kitchen

Rain due in tonight, so the floor was not completely dry from when he sprayed it down to remove the old floor and glue. Therefore, the fridge will stay in the living room and the new stuff will go down tomorrow.

Then I can rent the carpet cleaner.

Yes, my life is still in boxes in the garage. Probably will be for a while.

sigh.

Monday, December 25, 2006

CHRISTMAS DAY

I like sleeping in. If you go to bed at midnight, 11 am is a nice time to wake up. I did such a thing this Monday, since I don't have to drive to work it being an official company holiday.

Someday I will do such a thing on a Tuesday, and not care if it is any kind of company's official holiday.

Over to HarpHaven a little after 2 pm. Decorated in early Celtic stronghold, it is a comfortable place, well-lived in and well-loved. Made friends with Eggnog and acquaintances with Mistletoe. Ate very well. Had delightful discourse across many topics far and wide. Received a stunning print in colors I love. Not sure if it will be in the office or by the writing desk, as both are applicable for different reasons. The truffles will go to Tonbo.

Left after 6 very short hours to spent a bit of time with Tonbo. Kept my jacket on and zipped to limit his exposure to the cat dander, but he was sniffing within half an hour, so I headed home.

So, my first Xmas out with friends. While I'm usually on my own as Tonbo does the family thing, this was a very nice change of pace. Might try it again sometime.

Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night!

Sunday, December 24, 2006

CHRISTMAS EVE

Morning: carpet finished. Got quotes on doing the kitchen and laundry room, and instructions on what to shop for: sheet vinyl, adhesive, carpet clamp-down (gold), and shoe molding.

Afternoon: dusting/cleaning/vacuuming. A Christmas present to me was a new vacuum, as little red from my college days has been slowing down. I also wanted a bagless vacuum with a HEPA filter which is a lot more common and less expensive than it used to me. Lucky me.

Evening: over to the friend's house where Tonbo has been camping for the past 2.5 weeks. The other inhabitants were very thoughtfully somewhere else from 7-10 pm so Tonbo and I could celebrate Christmas. Having parents from Europe meant for the past 33 years, presents happen on the evening of the 24th, and you sleep in on the 25th. I see no reason to change the tradition now. Although this is the first year it has been at a non-relative's house. Nice tree, with flashing colored lights, and some ornaments that cycled through their own repertoire of colors.

Overall a good day. Not the Christmas I expected, or even conceived of, but a good one nonetheless.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

CARPET DAY

Today my carpet was fixed back into place. And no home improvement effort is complete without at least 2 trips to [insert home-building-supplier-of-your-choice]. So between the z-bar and carpet tack strips, I visited the local Home Depot enough for the floor guy to recognize me.

But I also had a chance encounter with the inhabitants of HarpHaven, which was a very pleasant surprise. They generously invited me over for Christmas dinner on Monday. A home cooked meal with friends vs. cold cuts and my empty house, not much of a choice at all.

Carpet was 90% finished, but he ran into some trouble at the edge where the carpet meets the ceramic tile by the front door. He's got some heavy-duty carpet tack strips to use on the beat-up concrete that will make it better than before, and he'll be back tomorrow to take care of that.

I assembled my bed and felt very productive.

Tonbo came over to see the floor guy out while I legally sped down to the 1/2 Price books to meet Jonathan Hawke. Only 4 hours late. Had good conversations, Swiss Madrissa cake, green tea, and got some goods for the continued DA efforts.

Back up north for dinner with Tonbo and bed. Which was actually reading the WISH manga, which means I was in bed but not asleep until very early. CLAMP writes incredible stories. 3 volumes down, 1 to go.

Friday, December 22, 2006

FOUNDATION WORK - DAY 5

Back again, this time for the last time. Cement in the holes, clean up, and carpet and padding laid back down. But not finished. "Floor finishing" is not part of the foundation company's bid. Which I assumed meant the hole in the kitchen vinyl. Turns out it also means the carpet.

So I call and cancel the mega-carpet cleaning that was going to happen, because I don't think that will go over too well given that the carpet isn't actually attached to the floor. Home Depot, tc. won't fix it because they didn't sell me the carpet. No, I don't need new carpet, I just my still-in-good-condition carpet stuck to the floor. Fortunately one of the Home Depot guys had a card from The Floor Mender. He does all kinds of repairs to floors, including carpet finishing. w00+!

Now for the dusting. Like wash-down-all-the-walls kind of dusting because concrete dust is mighty fine stuff that got EVERYWHERE. I'm using a wet cloth, and I can smell the mud.

sigh.

- at least I no longer have to camp out at the Starbucks and pay for TMobile day passes

Thursday, December 21, 2006

FOUNDATION WORK - DAY 4

So they were back at 8:30 am today. Mostly the same crew, different foreman. Today the leveling begins - as in making everything level, not totally demolishing my house.

Although a water line did break in my bathroom. Waiting to hear from the plumber about how much that will cost. It's broken at the junction to the sink, so, hopefully, it will be a simple (read: cheap) fix for him.

Got some good pics as I talked with the foreman. He showed me how they work with the piers, and it's .... mundane. Little steel plates on top of 2 piers that are in each hole. A hand-operated pneumatic jack, like something you'd use on a SUV for changing tires. Making sure the doors close. Using a normal everday Home Depot-looking level to check the tops of the door frames.

My bedroom has been raised 2 inches. He said that's not bad at all. He's raised some houses as much as 6 to 8". Guess I'm lucky. I may have to move my mattress to the home office, as all the carpet is rolled up in the bedroom, and I don't know if they'll be able to put it back tonight before they leave.

After everything is level, holes are filled with dirt and packed down. Then cement is mixed, rebar added if needed across the tops of the holes, and the cement poured in and smoothened out. Carpet put back down. We'll see how well the 2' x 2' hole in the vinyl in the kitchen fits back down. May have to replace the whole floor. Small kitchen, not that big a deal. Just another expense.

sigh.

- from the Starbucks on Alma and Parker (compared to the Starbucks on Custer and Parker where I camped out this morning).

Sunday, December 17, 2006

CASINO ROYAWESOME*

Saw Casino Royale today. Wow. The most un-Bond Bond movie ever. When I saw Paul Haggis (love him for Due South, Oscar for Best Pic & Best Screenplay for Screen for Crash, and he's Canadian!) as one of the script writers, my expectations went *way* up and they were not disappointed.

I've been a James Bond fan since Roger Moore (sorry, Sean Connery was before my time) and have read all the books from Fleming to Gardner. Like Joss Whedon can, this movie took all the Bond cliches and flipped them arse-over:
- no female silhouettes in the opening (fun graphics anyway, so it's cool)
- "Bond, James Bond" wasn't heard in the first 15 minutes of the film (happens in a great scene later, so it's cool)
- the first car he drives is a Ford, and not even a cool Ford (but he upgrades to an Aston Martin, so it's cool)
- no Q (but the one and only Q is no longer with us, so it's cool to honor his memory by not plugging in a replacement)
- he doesn't care if his drink is shaken or stirred (he's just starting out, so it's cool)

At first I was ambivalent about Daniel Craig, but having seen him in action, I think he is an excellent early Bond. He can be harsh and suave and even gentle.

Here's to a new James Bond, may he have smart writers for many more movies to come!



* first coined by Nathan Fillion in his Saturday, November 18, 2006, MySpace blog entry

Friday, December 15, 2006

FOUNDATION WORK - DAY 3

got up, hot free breakfast, drove to the house to let the foundation guys in again. last day for them. the concrete truck is going to show around 3-3:30 pm, and after that is done, i'll be back to lock up the house again. it was going to be tonbo, but he's have a really bad reaction to all the dust he inhaled last night. *really* bad. he sounds like he's 5 feet from death's door, although he assures me he feels fine other than the cough and taste of concrete.

back to the hotel. finished blood rites. took a nap with the intention of waking up around noon for lunch. woke up around 2:30 pm and was very glad i had kept the hotel room today. guess i needed the sleep, because it was deep with no memory of any dreams.

out for lunch and started reading the next dresden: dead beat. proven guilty comes out in paperback in february, although i don't know if i can wait that long. tonbo has it in hardback, but it is packed somewhere in the garage, and who knows if we'll find it before february. jim butcher's third book in his fantasy series is out, so i might start that one. i've got 5 days to kill before the foundation guys come back and "level" the house. again, not sure what all that entails, but i assume it has something to do with filling in all the holes, and putting the carpet back in place.

hung out at the house while they cleaned and packed up. very good job cleaning up, as in washing the kitchen floor and the front tiles because mud, concrete, and large footprints were everywhere when i first stopped by. they also laid down the carpet, so it will be livable for the following days. i have to remember to pick my feet up, as there are multiple places where the carpet covers large pieces of plywood that cover large holes. can't see them, but you can sure trip over the carpet-hidden edges.

didn't notice it at first, but as i made the rounds on the house, it really is filled with dust. i could see it hanging in the air in my bedroom. i'm hoping it settles down tonight, and i may do some cleaning tomorrow.

we tried for kobe for dinner, but with a 2 hour wait, it wasn't to be. took mongolian grill home and watched a start trek next generation ep on tv. i hate the feed on g4. it's a tv show, not cnn - don't run crap headlines across my entertainment. grrr.

tonbo headed out and i caught up on email and this thing. haven't had a chance to download the pics of the foundation work yet, but it's coming.


ok, i can't find the cable that gets the pics off the camera and onto the computer, so it'll be a bit for the pics, which is why i went ahead and pubbed the text of the past few days.

there really are big holes in my house, honest.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

FOUNDATION WORK - DAY 2

okay, no place to stay in the house while they are working, so i went and hung out at a starbucks, then swung by the house for some pics before going to la madeleine for lunch. returning to the car, i discovered i had locked the keys inside. usually, this is not a problem as i keep a spare key in my wallet. it won't start the car, but it will get me inside to the keys that will.

except this time i don't have it. i used to take it out of the wallet when going on airplanes, as it would set off at the security check. then i changed my habit and dumped the entire wallet into the carry-on bag and sent it through the scanner. unfortunately, with the latest round of flights, i never got around to putting the valet key back in my wallet.

called tonbo and he left work, stopped by the house to get the spare set of keys which, fortunately, were in somewhat easy reach amidst the mountain of stuff in the garage, and came by to rescue me. his boss had given him the rest of the day off of work (it was already 3 pm by then), for which i am also fortunate and thankful. the stress was beginning to wear on me quite a bit by now and the whole stupid keys in locked car didn't help.

went to the hotel i had reserved and checked in. very nice room, free hot breakfast and internet at the hampton inn on old shepard in plano. i would say the burbank hilton should take notes, but they are now a marriott, so it doesn't matter. unless they charge for internet access, in which case they really should take notes.

hung out for a bit deciding what to do. ended up going to see flushed away. this is a subtle hint as to my mood - i want to see a movie about a rat getting flushed down a toilet. but it's a rat that sounds like hugh jackman, so all is well. fun movie. sound kept kicking in and out, so i missed some of the finer dialog, but it was a lot of fun to pick out the in-joke background visuals, like the rabbits from the latest wallace and gromit movie, the plush gromit in the opening shot, and the lion from madascar. i think i laughed the most when roddy was choosing what to wear and put the yellow wolverine suit in front of himself.

after the movie, tonbo went back to the house to take pics and lock up after the workers left. i spent some time at the barnes & noble in that mall, and then grabbed some cheesecake from the cheesecake factory for dinner. i mean, after dinner. dinner was actually pizza guy, as i was in serious need of comfort food.

while i tried to image what this event would be like, it really doesn't come close to seeing the carpet ripped up in almost every room, feeling a jackhammer slam repeatedly into the concrete slab, and seeing multiple holes (big, *deep* holes) appear in the floor of my home. and that's what it really is, more than a house, my home.

back at the hotel, we flipped channels while having dinner and reaffirmed that i'm really not missing much by not watching television. there are shows i enjoy very much (lost, battlestar galactica, stargate atlantis) and 2 shows i am looking forward to (the dresden files, drive) very much. but i have other sources for those, and they come ready-to-watch with commercials removed, or at least abbreviated. and it's not like i'm stealing the shows, since i pay for basic cable anyway - it lowers my cable modem bill by $10/month. ;)

tonbo heading out to a friend's house for the night, and i extended my stay at the hotel for another night. given the report of mighty holes and clouds of dust, i think i'm better off hanging out at the hampton one more day. and i'm tired. i think the past 2 weeks of travel and stress are catching up with me.


oh, and for anyone who has read my blog for the past few months i have a significant update on the headache front in that i don't have them any more. at all. and given what i've been through the past 10 days, it's quite obvious that stress is *NOT* a trigger. more details later in its own post.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

FOUNDATION WORK - DAY 1

so, back at home, 1 day to get the rest of the earthly possession into the garage, and then the drilling begins.

i really had no idea of what all "interior foundation work" would really entail, other than the floor plan has little holes indicating piers in neat little lines through every room in my house, other than the kitchen and the laundry room. and maybe a closet, but i'm not sure.

so the guys show up, and it begins. plant removal and digging for the outside piers. carpet and mat removal to drill lots of little holes in a line for the inside piers. then jackhammering on the front porch, and eventually in the living room. 1 foot diameter holes. 9 feet deep. there is a small mountain of dirt beside my driveway and i have my very own dumpster bin beside the mailbox. hope it doesn't piss off the mailman too much.

dust all over the front porch, but, so far, not to bad on the inside. and they guys don't sing half bad, although it's all in spanish so it could be really raunchy for all i know.

took a break in the afternoon for a potbelly's lunch and to get a copy of the sixth harry dresden novel, blood rites. read summer knight and death masks during the chicago and burbank flights, and don't really have a reason to stop now.

am thinking of re-setting my nanowrimo novel. i got more into the research today and am having second thoughts about the world. want to talk to tonbo about it first, though.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

BROWNCOAT BACKUP BASH - DAY 3

up earlier than yesterday to catch a ride with denise back to pickwick gardens. same venue, different room. was told last night by carla that we had minimal space, so packed minimal things. got there, and while the room was smaller, it was a better layout. cooper started to setup our table, we got one for readmychest and firefly cargo bay, and then helped denise, suddenly the official dealers room rep, to label the other tables. had a table left over which i snagged for the "thank you" banner for the california browncoats. went by every now and then to roll it along, and it was a good inch thick by the end of the day which made me feel really good. i've seen lots of people thank the ca bcs in person, but this will be a written record that they can always look at and the words of gratitude will still be there.

donated the rest of the stickers to the goody bags. got a goody bag later for the raffle ticket. i won a pair of gold cross earrings, but since neither of those options appeal to me, i asked them to put it back into the pile. didn't make it around to check again, so i don't know if i ever won anything else. 4117 anyone? anyone?

had a pro dealers who was trying to scam some extra space and i set denise on him. since i didn't bring everything, there was a bit of space on the table and i made room for marylee. lovely lady, talented photographer. got some awesome johnny depp pics from her that she took, and 2 very nice RDAs. i had bought some of the depp pics for a friend yesterday, but after talking with her and learning that they were actually her pictures, it meant a lot more to me to have them and i got a set for myself.

being in the back of the room from the projection screen meant we had a nice view of the presentations. which included 11th hour's unseen art, intro by camden toy (who i knew as someone from the whedonverse but didn't recognize until he put his clapping hands to the side of his head and smiled extra wide. then i got it. ugh. wow. the gentlemen from the hush ep of buffy were uber-creepy, and camden is nice as can be. totally weird juxtaposition) for reverend wallet with accompaniments music by the bedlam bards, shawna trpcic with costume, and omg, tim minear with his own fan vid, firefly ariel ep commentary, including tangents about war stories and torture dialog and the time when he was threatened with castration from a truck driver who didn't realize the intro to drive was done on a soundstage. talking of the premise of drive immediately brought to my mind the movie gumball rally, a fav of my dad's. tim was also nice enough to stick around for autographs and photos, and i got both. one lady asked him to talk to her husband via cell phone in lieu of an autograph. apparently the question was why tim keeps working with fox when it keeps canceling his shows. the repeated answer was millions of dollars. who can argue with that?

talked with the dealers, which is always something i enjoy. jason palmer creates awesome art. i spent quite a bit of money there, and not just because he paid me a compliment on the color of my eyes. ;) the dark horse guys were great, as well as trekplus and out to the black outfitters. i'm revamping what i do with fan done at the cons for next year, but the promo space is staying, and i hope to have some info from both mr palmer and dark horse, as well as my regulars.

sold out of some stuff and greatly reduced the inventory i had brought out on just about everything else. which was really handy considering one of the bags got ripped in two places on the travels out and wouldn't likely keep it together on the travels back. sounds like all the dealers had decent sales, for which i thank all the purchasing people. i know you guys put out a lot of money to attend the original convention, so i really appreciate you dropping some cashy money my/our way, as booster entertainment has our table and permit fee money as well as our ticket/photo-op/autograph/memory book money.

jonathan woodward setup at denise/wash-o-saurus booth to sign photos and have his pic taken. which created a huge line that ran right infront of a bunch of the dealer tables for almost an hour. thanks, jonathan! since cooper and i had come with denise, we passed on the buses and hung out until jonathan went to take a break and we could help her pack up. spent some time talking to 11th hour. i knew her work took a lot of time, being no stranger to photoshop myself, but i didn't realize the extent she went to. her how-i-did-it of one of the mal guerilla posters involved the original head shot, a different body, and hair with better highlights from a totally different shot. wow. i also *really* like her alternate inara art card, for many reasons, not the least of which is the dark purple.

finally home to the hotel. dumped the bags in the room. started to do a bit of re-packing for the flight home tomorrow, and was suddenly aware i was extremely hungry. we ordered room service. kathy browncoat and firefly cargo bay came by to say goodbye. they left the wireworks with the ok bc, and i'll hook up with him at some point to get them. later. the cargo bay made a very generous donation toward the table cost, and kathy browncoat offered me some of her dvds at half-amazon cost. i passed, having bought 6 items at jason palmer's table, and in anticipation of framing at least one of them very soon.

dinner and tv channel flipping. came across the two towers, helm's deep scenes. more interested in talking with cooper, so we shut it down. off to the good works suite party and raffle. bought 2 raffle tix and put both in for a nathan auto. i kinda got a pic, but am still autographless. didn't win, but it's a very worthy cause, so no loss at all. cooper got a tshirt prize pack with some very familiar looking trading card packs and one of those silicon wristbands in blue and white with the text 'can't take the sky from me' debossed on it. the ok bc got the nathan autograph, and while i am happy for him, i also secretly loathe his good fortune.

hopefully nathan will come to texas sometime. sometime what i'm also in texas. i need to be specific about these things since i had a table in the dealers room of the con when adam baldwin came to town last year, and then my company set me out of country that weekend. sucks when someone else owns your time.

also stopped by the ca bc suite which was in full swing. grabbed some chips and headed out. met tommy by the elevator and she asked again, what character? in our other meeting, i had asked about her dressage website, and where one should go to learn more about dressage for a character i had in mind. cooper headed back to the room while tommy and i headed for the bar. in the lobby, she realized she had passed up free alcohol in the room party and went back. i asked for a coke.

while waiting for her, the b3 coordinators came back from their dinner. i got a big hug from them, as they had spent part of the meal reading the thank you banner. very glad to know it made a difference.

tommy came back and we had just started talking about writing when tabin came by with her idea. don't know if it's up yet, so i won't type the details, but it's brilliant, and shines with browncoat spirit through and through. i will definitely be participating.

went through tommy's photos as fast as her slow little dell would allow. i grabbed copies of most of them, sacrificing some adams for nathans when my usb stick maxed out. it's interesting seeing the same events from a different perspective.

back to the room around and bed around 1 am. i'll pack later, really.


Tracey: When you can't run you crawl, and when you can't crawl...when you can't do that...
Zoe: You find someone to carry you. ...

THANK YOU to everyone who carried this weekend. it is a treasure of memories i'll enjoy for the rest of my life, compared to something i wish i could forget.

you are all. big. damn. heroes.

Saturday, December 09, 2006

BROWNCOAT BACKUP BASH - DAY 2

up early. daily grill breakfast. ride with denise to pickwick gardens. find an entrance. look for room. find room and start moving tables to create a dealers area. denise find closer parking lot and we unload bags.

dealers bus gets in and the table grab begins. cooper and i set up a table for us and covert several suitcases into a table for kathy browncoat and the firefly cargo bay. they arrive with more wire works and the ok bc helps them create a good sized table for their goods other dealers tables finally sort themselves out. still putting out goods when the first bus arrives, but all is going well. really well for an event planned in less than 48 hours. sold stuff. saw people, talked with people. visited other dealers.

by the third bus we were swamped. really scary monkeys that live in space were a hit. sold a bud the bunny and passed out several bookmarks. he's not technically firefly/serenity related, but he does wear a brown coat, and as a (currently) self-published author, i need all the publicity i can get.

annoucement was made that robert lee of fruity oaty bar fame was here. i snagged a fruity oaty bar sticker from the bay to get his autograph. he wore a copy of striker's ring. he explained the context and meaning behind of the phrase "i take my face off". he signed my goods "don't be ashamed" and "eat the bar". i made a sign for him and left a bottle of water at his table. he stays all day talking to fans, signing autographs, taking pics. robert lee is a big damn hero.

greg edmonson, composer of the firefly soundtrack showed up. i sold out of firefly soundtracks. he gave a talk. he stayed and talked with fans, gave autographs, and let them take photos. greg edmonson is a big damn hero.

people sitting at round banquet tables, talking, laughing, taking photos, making memories. cooper pointed out there was a gathering to go for food so i joined in. out of the banquet hall, down the stairs, around the concrete barrier, down the alley, and into the parking lot we go. no mention of the destination or what was going to happen that evening, although the ca bc that led us to sustenance said it must be something big when all the senior organizers are walking around with extremely large grins on their faces, although i believe he used a different term.

made a sprint for the panda express inside the pavilion, which looks much like a tom thumb even down to the starbucks inside. waited in line. was joined by other bcs and the alliance officer i had directed to another dealer's table for a patch for his uniform. talked briefly with the man in front of my about the cancelled convention and the fantastic job the ca bcs were doing to give the 300 of us that had showed up something to do. california browncoats are big damn heroes.

grabbed two large bottles of water for cooper and myself and headed back. bedlam bards gave concert. they are here, performing, and selling goods to make back the expenses that should have been covered by booster events. the bedlam bards are big damn heroes.

buses begin taking people home. room clears and dealers pack. back to hotel with denise. up to room. would love to take a nap. re-pack and close out the cashbox instead. re-dress for diner. pack browncoat messenger bag that i indulgently bought from sue of out to the black outfitters that day with a few goods and cameras. down in lobby by 5:30 pm.

annoucement regarding evening plans. food is paid for. cash bar, tip the bartender well. no cameras - don't even bring them, go up to your room and drop them off now, you know the request, let it guide you regarding your phone. no items for autographing. first bus is outside and the other will run 15-20 minutes later. destination is open until 2 am.

brief thought and then checked bag with concierge. got in line for first bus. was number 10. bus holds 50. no idea where going but ca bc did, and led the driver with very female directions - down the road, pass this, road turns, take a sharp right. this is a cross-country sized bus, not your yellow schooler. i'm impressed at the driver's ability to make a sharp right. the faces of the people in the cars he barely missed were also amazed, although for some it was their own fault in that they had the delusional idea that their tiny mass would not be affected by our massive one. apparently the bus driver can also fold space. passed over highways of gridlocked traffic. saw the warner brothers tower. no animaniacs. many posters of tv shows and movies that i have no idea about.

arrive at event site. off bus, into venue - a bar/restaurant with a long thin hallway and outside seating in a courtyard that led to other restaurants. walked to the back and grabbed a seat at a table. waited a bit. asked lady across from me if she wanted a drink. went to bar for drinks, noting how much space the first bus filled. then the very loud music kicked in. huh.

while at bar getting drinks, see a familiar face, but not sure. by then, jonathan woodward had shown up. i get and pay for my drinks and wait beside him for a break in the conversation. touch him on the shoulder to get his attention and he winks at me. sorry, my adoration belongs to nathan fillion. asked him if that was claire kramer? yes, it is. pieces click into place - the club of joss has come to our rescue. i set drinks down and greet her. she remembers me from the las vegas con. her purchases of multiple packs of joss paper realized a new life as three different placemats for her thanksgiving table. wish i had pics of them.

this is her place. they were painting this morning. they are not officially open, which is why she can gives the run of it on a saturday night during the holiday season. claire kramer is a big damn hero.

take drinks back to other bc and made a decision. said she could let my seat to whoever wanted it. went outside to a table and sat down. robert lee was explaining some chinese characters to one of the security team, a lady in a fine browncoat. i sipped my coke. others came to sit out side. and smoke.

making another decision, i left the table and stood outside the rail to remain upwind. i thank everyone and everthing for having the wind come from that direction all night. granted, eventually i was outside on the sidewalk at the entrance to the courtyard, but at least i had some place to go other than back to the hotel.

i don't like parties. i don't drink alcohol. secondary smoke makes me very ill. but ... something is going to happen, and i'm willing to wait to find out what it is. and to hopefully get a chance to present myself to the captain. we share the same birthday after all.

talked with robert lee and became the guardian of his umbrella for the remainder of the night. spoke with security browncoat tommy and became the keeper of her drink of water. i now had purpose for being outside. hÂ'orderves circled. the chicken and veggie quesadillas i tried were excellent. i passed on the shrimp thingy and guacamole nacho thingies. while free, the food was not enough for dinner, and i paid for other bc's dinner if she would get me mcdondalds.

talked with various people as the place slowly filled up with each busload. stopped 6 people who weren't wearing the required orange wristbands who tried to enter the facility. 4 were looking for a party that was in a restaurant further down. i think the other 2 were trying to crash.

having fun, although cold. have worked my way as forward/toward the street as i can and still be associated with the party. taking an observatory writer's view of events. tommy starts backing people away from the entry. nathan fillion arrives, walks quickly past me, enters the bar and jumps into the front booth that has been barracaded for just such a person. he looks like he's entering a battle field.

total celebrity list, from what i saw and those i recognized. apologies for those i miss: nathan fillion (captain malcolm reynolds on firefly, caleb on buffy), mark sheppard (badger on firefly), christina hendricks (yolonda/saffron/bridget on firefly), ron glass (shepherd book on firefly), jonathan woodward (tracey/dead solider in ep The Message of firefly, on buffy and angel as well), james leary (clem on buffy), camden toy (gentleman from Hush ep of buffy), morena baccarin (inara on firefly), one of the twins yan/rafael feldman (mingo & fanty in Serenity), michael fairman (niska on firefly), robert lee (fruity oaty bar man on serenity). all of them are big damnheroess for coming out to this crazy, last minute get-together, sitting in a fishbowl, talking with fans, and braving the few that give the rest a bad name by asking for autographs or grabbing asses. i don't care how much you paid for a ticket, they are not slabs of meat or slaves and you have no right to grab ass. period.

rain. cold. water running in the streets. droplets falling from the sky so hard they bounce back after hitting the pavement. i am having quite a lot of fun.

some bcs leave for the hotel. other go next door for pizza. one has too much to drink and leaves her dinner to wash down the drain. the ca bcs come looking for cash for a cab, as the next bus will be too long. i have $45 and hand it over immediately. they say they will pay me back the next day and i believe them.

dale makes a run for coffee, hot chocolate, and hot tea. takes her a while and i start to get worried. not only that, she has robert lee's umbrella.

i see people having the time of their life and a few that aren't happy. to me, this event is completely what you want it to be. the browncoat backup bash is NOT a convention - it's what was pulled together when a convention was cancelled at the last minute. anything that happens is gravy, a gift, a bonus, a treat, something to be thankful for and not to be complained about. i'm sorry it's not what you wanted, but it's what you got, and that's something.

rain eventually stopped.

tommy started clearing a path out of the bar and nathan came out. he walked the line, looking to the crowds on both sides. he almost backed into dale who was standing beside me. he shook my hand (okay, it was really two fingers as i was holding 2 umbrellas in one hand and someone's drink in the other) and look me in the eyes and smiled. we all know he is a hellofan actor, but i'd like to think the smile was real, and that he had a good time. i know i did. those 10 seconds with him made standing in the rain and cold for 5 hours completely worth it.

having gotten what i came for, i climbed into the waiting bus and sat talking with tina for the next half hour until they drove us back to the hotel. up to my room. tried for a hot shower to warm up, but the hot water still wasn't working. maybe tomorrow. went to bed, very happy.

Friday, December 08, 2006

BROWNCOAT BACKUP BASH - DAY 1

flanvention II is cancelled. the browncoat backup bash is on.

feeling much better, one of the best mornings I've had in a hotel in a long time - no early morning water-running or door slamming. made it to around 7:30 am when is when I had to get up anyway.

go down to wait in lobby for cooper. talking with people, notice a large clump of people by the starbucks stand. go over, and mark sheppard is being presented gifts and having photos taken with fans. he leaves for a short amount of time to take his goods back to the car, then comes back. cooper is camera ready, and i have my photo taken with badger and present him with a can't take the sky from me wristband, which he promptly puts on and models. mark sheppard is a big damn hero. and yes, that is his real accent.

go to the daily grill which is aptly names and has the menu to support it. 11 am meeting by the california browncoats that lays out the plans as they know it - dealers room in a suite, free day, discounted tickets to the universal park if you want to go do that, bash in the bar at 8 pm, and be ready to head out with good walking shoes and a jacket tomorrow at 9 am.

about to head up to haul stuff to the dealers suite when dave/david (not sure which), husband of denise of booster events shows up. he is not legally representing them, and despite the rumor, he is not part owner ofbe. he said he would take questions back to be. he drove down from oregon that morning because he wanted to see the people that showed up. he was also taking the names of people who showed up as well as phone numbers. don't know if that will lead to anything, but he did try. i stayed around for a bit to hear what he was saying and how he was handling the fans, but the tension and anger was rising.

seeing badger hanging out with the fans and having my pic with him just a little while ago was a delightful surprise and I didn't want to feel the emotions as it slowly got ugly. went to the dealers suite to check it out and claimed a bed. found cooper and dragged stuff over, set up, sold a few things. zrbs has beautiful jewelry and shot glasses. the qmx guy had miranda mini-posters and uncut money sheets. trek plus had photo of the firefly cast I hadn't seen before and I spent a bit of money there - always good to start a con with a debt, ne? out to the black outfitters has a messenger bag I want. i don't particularly like messenger bags, but I want this one. wash-o-saurus had a great selection, lots of fun chinese items as well as her standard gosling kits, bracelets and wristbands. she also really enjoyed the chocolate-covered pecans I brought as a gift which was a joy to see.

then we got shut down by the hotel and had to pack everything up again.

and so it goes.

late lunch in the daily grill (see a theme yet?). cooper tells me about her elevator encounter. no confirmation on the person, although (hopefully with crossed fingers) that will come later this weekend. [UPDATE - man in elevator was tim minear]

did stop to thank corey bridges of multiverse for coming out. firefly will be an online multi-player game. think war craft. i have never been interested in such a thing, but this does have my interest. he was having a very grand time, and was going to extend his flight and see about getting a hotel room. since there had not been any info about a panel, I said if it didn't happen, he could speak from the fan done dealers table, just let me know and we'd get the word out.

got some info about the likely dealers space for tomorrow. back to pack bags up for transporting shiny goods. mark sheppard and brett mathews (script for serenity: those left behind comic) were doing autographs, so I went down for that. cooper followed a bit later, and as it was 1 auto per person, I asked her help in getting a badger auto on a trading card to use in a raffle for fan done at a con for next year. history ahead of me had the idea to have brett sign the "hello my name is" tags that people were using, as neither of us had brought our comics. brilliant idea, and I will stick it on my comic when I get home - assuming I can find a spot with no artwork or copy ...

conversations with various browncoats, meeting new people (laura), online people (jetflair and sue and denise), having a great time for a cancelled convention.

ran into corey again in the lobby. his flight was changed, he had a room, and still only had the clothes he was wearing, in that he had intended to flight out today. he said he was looking for a tshirt. having just met sue a few minutes earlier, I said i'd hook him up with the tshirt ladies. I found dale (unfortunately labeled in my mind as the person who told me flan was cancelled), who said sue had gone upstairs to change for the bash. she was very nice in following me back into the bar so I could point out corey.

dinner in the daily grill. keeping an eye on the phone for final dealers info from carla of the very fine ca bcs. jonathan woodward showed up to much appreciation in the bar a bit later. got the carla call, left the table for details, came back and the food was there. all meals have been excellent, and hopefully people were tipping well as asked by the ca bcs, to which there was a large round of applause. pretty much anything they say gets a large round of applause, and it is richly deserved. the california browncoats are big damn heroes.

then, there was very loud applause and a massive rush toward the bar/front of the restaurant. the captain was on deck. he had a box of goodies that he distributed to the aussies, the uks, to those of good firefly stories, and then random questions. down to "who has not read harry potter?" while holding a copy of the 6th paperback, harry potter and the half-blood prince, saying "this is not special in any way other than it was mine." the end of giveaways was the box, which has been with him through 4 moves, and was happily received. i was among the pressing masses with a flashing camera, although looking at the results, I think there are only 2 that are worth keeping.

he also kept looking over his shoulder. and a little bit after the box give-away he was joined by a scruffy-looking guy in a ball cap who was revealed to be alan tudyk, a cancelled guest of the cancelled flanvention. this also gathered much applause and flashing of camera. alan tudyk is a big damn hero.

and while it sounded like the initial intention was for nathan to walk the bar and restuarant, after a short amount of time, during which I had returned to the dinner table to order desert with cooper, nathan and alan were walking out of the bar. apparantly the hotel needed them to be outside with their massive following.

there was a bit of a crowd at the bar, so I went to see who else was still around. chirstina hendricks was there, looking very lovely. i did a quick scan of the bar, but the ok bc wasn't there. i then headed out to check the lines for alan and nathan. i found him fairly close in the alan line, but it took very little time for him to abandon that position once I told him yosafbridge was in the bar. she was a primary reason for him to get a ticket and drive out here. christina hendricks is a big damn hero.

i went back and finished dessert with cooper, who very kindly stayed and paid the bill while I went out up to the room for a break, to get some give-aways and a bottle of water for nathan. I returned, found kathy browncoat and earthgirl in the lobby and talked to them about the dealer plans for the next morning. a line had formed infront of jonathan woodward where he was graciously signing autographs and having photos taken with the fans. jonathan woodward is a big damn hero.

suddenly cooper is beside me asking if i've had my photo taken yet, and that they were doing groups and I had better hurry. and indeed, in the courtyard on the other side of the far tower, nathan and alan were having photo ops with 8 fans at a time. i got a place in line, and hoped cooper would make it to the front. i was 1 fan away from nathan, and briefly got to touch the back of his arm. yes, this is worth noting. the resulting pics are fun, and decent, given the conditions. and no, he's not reaching out to touch my hair, despite cooper's interpretation - he's high-fiving the guy on the other side of me. :P

nathan had some final give-aways of buffy stuff as well as a brief conversation with a foreign begging bc who had already received a treat.

i truly appreciate these actors giving so generously of their time. i don't like to see them taken advantage of. i can't image what it is like to be surrounded at all times by flashing cameras and demanding people. i don't want to. despite it all, the captain was courteous and his "crazy ideas" made many, many people very happy tonight, including me. nathan fillion is a big damn hero.

back to the lobby, talks with fellow dealers and dealer coordinator. told that the hotel had a 10 pm curfew and that we had to clear the lobby. met dale and sue at the elevator. they hadn't been able to hook up with corey yet. i took a brief look and saw him in the bar. led sue in and made introductions. my work here is done.

back to the room. last minute packing. writing this account, because I don't want to forget the wonderful time i had. and i won't forget the big things, but the details will blur or be re-written over time, and it was worth the half hour it took to write this to save it for my old age.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

FLAN II CANCELLED

So I'm riding down the elevator with CEC on our way to dinner when I hear Flanvention II is cancelled. Shock, pain, hurt at the betrayal, especially given the past few weeks of being jerked around. I was willing to give Booster Events the benefit of many doubts, but to cancelled it the day before, after saying with seeming confidence it would go on - you've burned this Browncoat badly.

Hung out in the lobby listening to the Bedlam Bards, looking over and buying some shiny goods. Was there when Adam Baldwin came in and participated in the applause and sing-a-long. Made it through dinner and watched Adam with the fans. He made this woman from the UK's year with a thorough hug and focused, undivided attention. He is truly a Big Damn Hero in every sense of the word.

He and Nathan Fillion will likely be back on Saturday. Again, BDH in every sense of the words.

So I'm here in Burbank with 500 other Browncoats making our own convention.

Fun will be had.

After the heartache.

Lots of grisly details and conjecture at Whedonesque.com.

Plans and uber-kudoes for the California Browncoats for putting on a convention in less than 1 week/1 day's notice.

And the culprit's website, Booster Events, without forums and any style at all.


"I'm thinking we'll rise again."

Monday, December 04, 2006

CHICAGO

Brrrr. That's the totality of my thoughts as I have to spend 3 days here for work.

Snow is pretty as long as I'm inside. Long underwear and a working thermostat make it bearable. I'm thankful the winter storms that ripped across the US last week are not making a return appearance, and it was easy enough to get into the city in time for my 10 am meeting. Not that I enjoy getting up at 2 am to catch a plane to a bloody cold place, but when someone else owns your time ...

I consider it "big city research" and am taking notes. I also miss the horizon - looking up and down Michigan Avenue you can see sky, but other than that you'd get a crick in your neck from looking straight up.

Hard Rock Cafe Hotel Chicago is quite the experience, and somewhat wasted on me. No tribute to Yuki Kajiura or Angela anywhere. They are very fond of black, and I have never stayed in a hotel room with that many mirrors, that much crone, and an intimacy kit beside the peanuts and mini-fridge. They obviously know their audience and I am not it. But a company rate is a company rate, and the walk to the office wasn't that bad. Assuming you had long underwear, gloves, a hat, and a long winter coat.

Internal meetings for three days and then I'm home for the night before flying out to Burbank for Flan II - my vacation, my BDH, my table in the dealers room, my reunion with CEC, my high of 77F. Today's high in Chicago is 29F.

Did I mention the long underwear?